Well, I'm home for break now. There's always a strange sadness when everybody packs up to go home, but I am happy to be here. Christmas with my family means a lot to me and even though by the time I go back, I'm sure I'll be fighting with my mom, I still love it.
I saw Jill get bundled up and secured into her seat belt today. There's something pretty cool about watching her get into the car totally helpless and looking 100% sexy female. Kristine and Elizabeth have some big plans for her and we gave them some things we'd like for them to do too. I'll be reading her blog myself to see what's going on, but I'll also be calling, and if I get bored I may swing by for a visit. When she gets back, she's not going to have much need for boy clothes. In fact, she's packed up most of hers under instructions to leave them at home. I don't know if I'll have reason to post here myself before we get back to school, so let me wish everybody a Merry Christmas and a happy holidays.
Jill had an amazing Thanksgiving. It's kind of funny, but we only found out about Elizabeth from reading her blog. However, that little discovery makes at home time perfect for our intentions. We had a long talk about Jill when the night she got back from her folks' house. We decided a few things.
First, I'm sure you'll agree that Jill is looking the part really well. Her makeup application is flawless and with her breast forms and figure enhancers, she makes a very convincing girl. Unfortunately, what she isn't yet is very feminine. She can copy female mannerisms if she concentrates and her voice has the right tone, but not the right inflection to really sound like a proper young lady. We set out to make her look, act, and think like a girl and we've only really accomplished one of those things.
We decided the biggest problem is the amount of time she is acting like a guy in public. She may have on pretty undies, but to the outside world she looks male and she acts male. Well, those days are over. We're going to have her in dresses just about every minute we can from here on out. She's not happy at all about this, but we knew it wouldn't be easy. She will even be going to her bigger classes en femme. We also have to get her used to being treated as a girl--by girls, but also by boys. It's the only way to change her thought process. This is going to be a rough patch for Jill. We have finals coming up, which is going to calm things a bit, but after the tests are done, she's in for it.
We've been talking to Kristine. When we found out his ex had a friend on the campus, it was a natural for us. Kristine seems perfectly delightful and was definitely jilted by Bill who broke up with her so he wouldn't be tied down while he was at college--yeah that is ironic. We offered her a chance at a little payback and in exchange she's going to make sure that sissy has a sissyrific holiday. I know Jill was looking forward to 4 days of being a boy, but I guess that's the price you have to pay to be beautiful.
I just wanted to remind you that you don't always get the whole story. A few posters recently have commented that they wanted us to be very careful with Jill. Believe me, we are and we will continue to be. However, we can't share exactly what precautions are taken a lot of the time because there is no real effective way to stop her from peaking in on our updates. Jill got a lot of experience flirting with guys over Halloween, but we had things very well in hand.
Thanks to everybody who posted expressing their interest in this blog. It is a lot easier to keep interest in posting when you know that somebody is reading the damn thing. Halloween is so much more fun with a sissy. I don't mind dressing sexy, but it annoys me that every costume I see for women is sexy this or sexy that. Some days you just don't feel like dressing like a tramp.
On the other hand, they're just perfect costumes for Jill. She's already been a sultry Snow White and a smoking Lady Bug. We have some more surprises for her too. This holiday is also going to be a great one for getting her used to male attention. Thanks again for commenting.
Sorry to be so quiet here lately. There are two reasons for it. First, as much as I love reading Michelle and Kimberly's comments, it feels like there are only two people reading this blog. That's made it a little hard to motivate myself to update.
Secondly, we've come to a crossroads. We've taken Jill as far as we had originally intended. The 4 of us really had to sit down and hash out what having a sissy means and what we want to do with her going forward. I think we did that last night. We know what we want to do with her and just as importantly what we don't want to do.
Believe me, she has not been sitting home in male clothes during our quiet time. Her fanny padding arrived and she has become quite an attractive young woman. We haven't made her talk to boys, but we have taken her out in public and guys seeing her have talked to her. I think she's in for quite an interesting couple of months.
We took Jill out for drinks on Saturday night and had a great time. She was dressed extremely casually as she should be. We wanted her to look like any other girl at the place and not draw unwanted attention so we left the sexy dresses at home and even let her wear a pair of Amanda's jeans. She needs to stay away from jeans because she doesn't have the curves for them, but with a sweater it wasn't that bad. She did wear full makeup and heels. She interacted with our waitress on a limited basis, but passed with flying colors. A few guys came over to talk with us and we made sure she talked too. It was a very successful night. She's pouting a bit now because we insisted that after a night in jeans, she needed to really dress up to the nines today.
We've been very disappointed with Jill's attitude and she will be paying for it a little today. She's going to have a very simple task--to walk from our place to the Walgreens where she will browse at the magazines for 20 minutes. She's going to pick up a Cosmo Girl and some presson nails. This is a very minimum risk outing and of course we'll be following at a distance to watch, but this is going to be her first real voyage out in public. We were definitely looking to do something like this for awhile, but she's definitely given us motivation to do it today. I'm extremely proud at how far we've taken her. We have a lot more planned too.
Our big focus is to get Jill out in public. That will open up a whole lot of fun possibilities. Her movement and walk are really good and her voice has gotten decent. Her big problem now is that she has no idea how to think or act like a woman. We're going to start her out slowly and safely, but I'm setting October 1st for a goal date. I'd like to see her spend a day in the college library just hanging out in a skirt. Do any of you have fabulous Halloween ideas for her? I have a fun one, but I don't want to say it yet because I don't want her to read it.
Kimberly Anne Love wrote in the comments section to ask why we do this? Is it power? Does she pay us? Is it some sort of redemption for our own sweatsuit and no makeup ways? We don't get paid for this, but you did hit on some of the reasons.
All of us have a different motivation. For Amanda it started as revenge. For me and Heather we totally love the power. Karen really enjoys having a doll to play with. Speaking for myself, I love my power over Jill. I have a very strong desire to make her think, act, and look as girlish as possible. This makes me sound like a total bitch, but the fact she fights us and doesn't want to do this makes it more fun not less fun for me. There's power. There's control. I am not a slob in sweats and no makeup all day, but the gender switch is kind of awesome. Having a maid, which is what Jill is becoming, is pretty cool too. Did that answer your question? If not feel free to follow up.
In Jill's blog she had a request for pictures of us with her. Frankly, most of the pictures of Jill have been posing her and taking a picture. They make great blackmail, but there isn't much purpose for us being in them. Also, we're usually in sweats when she's all dolled up--nobody wants to be upstaged by their sissy. As we start getting more exciting pictures of her, you'll see more of us all together I'm sure. If we can be patient, I surely hope you can.
We're slowly, but surely wearing down resistance. Before she finally backed down and went shopping, there were many tears shed. Sorry Jill, but we told you how things were going to be. We won't go out of our way to hurt her, but we're not going to let her dictate things. Her resistance makes this more fun, for me at least. Sometimes it is tough to be firm, but so far what we've had Jill do is pretty simple stuff. If we let her have her way now, we'd never be able to get her to do half the things we want.
She had to wear long sleeves yesterday because of the rope marks, but they're pretty much gone now. I think next time we really need to just use duct tape. I prefer tying, but I don't want her to have to hide her wrists all the time. She was left tied up for 3 and a half hours before finally giving in to the inevitable. That's probably why she looks so pissed off.
We're working on a Jill website. Of course we'll post a URL when we get it up. Please leave comments. I love reading from those of you who are enjoying our little experiment this year. Jill is still fighting, but she's really getting better at things.
She'd been doing so well lately, but Jill absolutely refused to go shopping with us today. It may have been the money, it may have been the embarrassment, it may have been my own fault. I was encouraging her to go dressed as Jill by reminding her that we'd be having her try on a lot of things. I may have scared her. Anyway, as much as we prefer doing things the easy way, Jill required the hard way today. She's been hogtied for an hour and a half now and won't get released until she's ready for shopping. If she's not ready today, I'm sure she'll be ready by tomorrow. Sometimes, its tough to be mean, but I have to admit there is a real thrill to breaking through her resistance and such a feeling of power. We really did try and give her the easy option first. Hopefully, we get the shopping done today.
Tomorrow is the day. I'm expecting that by the time we get back, we'll have spent $500+ and 5 or 6 hours minimum. Jill will be coming home with a large number of shoes, dresses, skirts, blouses, accessories, and possibly a nightie or two. After this spree, Jill will be able to dress fully in the afternoon or weekends. It won't be full time at first, but it will enable us to have her start getting used to dressing fully and get more comfortable in skirts or dresses. I expect she'll be making public appearances as Jill within a month's time. Wish us luck :)
Well, I certainly thought our slide show would get a bit more response. Anyway, today was wonderful. My apartment is spotless including the floors, bathroom, and windows. We had a great dinner too. Jill is quite a good griller and it shouldn't take too much effort to teach her how to be an expert at other types of cuisine as well. She's not great at cleaning, but neither am I. The important thing is that she does the work. I kind of feel sorry for Amanda and Heather. Jill will clean their room too, but there is much she can do. I hope everybody had a great labor day.
It is the kind of beautiful Fall Saturday that comes only a couple times a year. I've been outside most of the afternoon just to be afternoon. We were unintentionally cruel to Jill today by making her stay dressed up all afternoon. We not only took her dress shopping today, we went early enough that the stores were kind of empty and Jill was able to try dresses on. I think the saleswoman was a bit shocked when she stepped out of the dressing room to model her purchases and you could see her bra straps and her pantyhose encased legs lol. Jill was blushy bright crimson, but the saleswoman didn't react and instead discussed the dress with us.
We had a delightful shopping trip today to buy bras for Jill. Beginning tomorrow, she will be required to wear bras in addition to her panties and pantyhose at all times she is awake. We could have made her get a really humiliating bra fitting, but that didn't really make sense. For one thing, these bras are to wear underneath her boy clothes. They're A cup to be worn without any kind of padding or underwire. It was quiet enough that at one point we made him put one on and model it in the store. He purchased 5 bras that he can wear during the week. When we get him some breast forms, we're also going to get him some far more noticeable curves. Keep dropping me lines folks. It keepsme interested in writing our experiences down.
We debated on this one for awhile tonight. We definitely need to get our Jill some boobies. Stuffing with underwear is just too junior high for a sophisticated woman of the world like Jill. I wanted C cups, but got outvoted by the B contingent who decided that while the C cup would certainly garner Jill a lot of attention, at her size a B cup would look more realistic. Now, that doesn't mean we won't have some alternative arrangements in the future for a more stacked Jill, but for the time being we want realism here and the smaller size should make it easier for her to get used to it. Now the only question is who makes the best forms?
Our friend for Michelle (above) hosted us over at her sorority house last night. She thinks that Jill's predicament is hysterical and she had a bunch of great clothes for Jill to model including a hysterical pink bunny costume (see Jill's blog). Jill was livid that she had been told about him, but as I told Jill, "you got to tell Eddie, we should be able to tell our friends too." We will most definitely be limiting the people we tell about Jill, but letting some of our friends know is going to be important to us. Yesterday, definitely got me thinking about Halloween costumes for Jill. I am sure we can come up with something good. Don't forget to congratulate Jill on her new eye brows. She's very self-conscious about it, but if she's going to be any kind of sissy she needs to get over herself.
If you get a chance be sure to congratulate Jill on her new eye brows. We decided last night that with the new makeup, she needed more feminine eye brows. We were nice and if unisex is 50 on a scale of 1 to 100, I don't think we went past 60 towards feminine. She was not happy though.
Karen and I walked back with her from class and had her stop off at Amanda and Heather's room. As soon as she entered the room, she got suspicious and when she saw the collection of clothesline, pantyhose, bath robe sashes, and clothes line on Amanda and Heather's bed she started to panic. We got her tied to the chair and by tied I mean completely immobilized. We suck at bondage (HELP!), but we knew we couldn't have her moving at all and have this work. We also gagged her because she was cursing up a storm.
As Karen plucked away, we felt a bit guilty because there were tears, but I think her brows still do pass for guy eyebrows while looking much better when she's properly dressed as Jill. We did just a touch of makeup for a before and after and we kept her tied up until lunch time just to give her a chance to calm down. Amanda is very good at soothing her crushed ego by the way. Anyway, we went to lunch with her and she's doing much better. Be sure to congratulate her on her new elegantly feminine eye brows.
Hi everybody. It's Amanda. I will be on here from time to time to help Sheila out with this blog. Tonight I get to be the one to tell you about our makeup shopping trip. I played with makeup growing up like most girls do and in junior high I wore a little bit of drugstore makeup, but I remember the summer going into my freshman year of high school when my big sister who was a sophisticated college girl took me shopping for my first real makeup. I felt so grown up. I was so happy today that we were able to share that experience with Jill.
Eileen could not have been nicer as she did his makeover explaining just what she was doing and just what products she was using. I guess Jill is now a Clinique girl. She still has to keep working with the heels. She's made very nice progress but isn't quite there yet. She was so embarrassed to be sitting there in the chair though except for walking through the mall to pick out some sleepwear she really wasn't exposed to too many actual people because we were all crowding around her.
I don't know what it all means. I do know that I enjoy the process of making her more and more feminine and I do know that the fact we are doing it whether she wants to or not makes things more fun for me and not less. On the other hand I do have empathy for her and I would never want to really humiliate her or give her anything that she couldn't handle. We walk a very fine line.
We still want some help with introductory bondage lessons, breast forms, and makeup tutorials. I'd also love to know what music you think is especially perfect for a sissy--I'm fond of that Beyonce song "If you liked it then you should have put a ring on it" or "Girls Just Wanna Have Fun". List your song selections if you could. I hope you're enjoying this blog. We definitely want to hear from our readers. I also like reading your comments for our little miss priss. Some of you are experts on teasing her. Are you all sissies? I'm betting 99% of you are. That's cool :)
It looks like after my begging and pleading, I finally have comments. Now, I think we can all agree that if anybody is doing any begging and pleading around here, it should be Jill. I'm looking for a couple of things and I'm wondering what you can suggest:
1. A good online source for breast forms.
2. Some rudimentary beginning information on safe and effective ways to tie somebody up (Wonder who lol)
3. I think I've got good resources for walking and speech. We all wear makeup and can help Jill out there, but if any of you have a good resource for learning, that'd be great. I assume a lot of my readers are crossdressers and I think you girls are some of the best at makeup. Tricks and tips are great there too
Also a lot of you are posting anonymously. I don't mind, but it makes it confusing because I don't know who said what. Can you adopt a nom de plume so that I can figure out what anonymous said what?
Now, I don't really want Jill to be doing online shopping. It just seems so impersonal. I, however, can't stop when I have a couple of free moments at the computer look at all the different types of outfits I want to see her in. She's got long legs and let's face it, a lot of clothes are designed for slender models without any curves at all. I want to see her in a variety of styles from sultry vixen to elegant debutante. I'm really looking forward to shopping trips and making her try on everything. It will not take her long to have a wardrobe that is sexier, but still more feminine than probably any real girl at the university. I can't wait.
OK, I'm excited. I got not one, but two comments. Both of them were from anonymous users who said to make sure that she gets her voice and walking down before moving onto her clothing. I have to be careful here because I know Jill reads this blog as well. However, I want to make sure I know what you need and maybe even get some other people to weigh in on the topic.
We've had Jill put on a couple of fashion shows and of course there is the time we sent her to her first dorm meeting all dolled up. She's in panties permanently now and starting tomorrow she'll be in pantyhose every day as well. It won't come as a big surprise that bras will be coming in a week. It also seems a shame to have a French Maid and not have her in uniform when she is doing her work. Beyond that, there are no pressing manners requiring her to doll up.
I want her to be able to style her own wig and do her own makeup. She's getting better at heels all the time, but I get the impression from those youtube videos Mandy sent that developing a convincing voice can take a long time. Obviously, these two posters say make voice and walk a priority, but should we wait for a convincing voice to proceed with anything else? We're making this up as we go, so if you have ideas we'd love to hear them.
Gee, this blog is lonely. I put a call out for input and got 0 responses. It turns out that Jill is a little more clever than I thought and she's figured out a few things that are planned for her by what I've said in this blog. Above are Heather and Amanda from last Fall. They will be very important as our shopping consultants in helping Jill build up her wardrobe. Jill is going to start building up her own wardrobe and in addition to our cast offs, she's going to need many things of her own. Now that she has had nearly a week to get used to panties, beginning tomorrow she will get to wear pantyhose everyday as well. Heels training continues with 2 inch heels. Once she gets the hang of walking in heels, we're going to concentrate on makeup and then talking like a woman.
It occurred to me that reading Jill's post we sound like Grade A bitches for making him tell his roommate that he likes wearing women's clothing. We had a long discussion about this and if we want to meet our goals for Jill, she has to practice. It won't be long until her roommate notices things. I won't give too much away here, but there are a lot of things in the coming weeks that it will just be too hard for Jill to hide. Seriously, pantyhose, makeup practice, dresses in the closet--not going to be concealable from the roommate. On the other hand, the four of us are pretty hot if I do say so myself and if we tell the roommate how much we like it, he may be looking for a bra of his own before long. We're not going out of our way to humiliate Jill to the people he sees on an everyday basis, but he's going to be feminized regardless. This way is best for all concerned.
I guess I had come off pretty stridently against college drinking, so Amanda sent me an old pic of me from last year with my beer bong. I'm not anti-drinking, but very against irresponsible drinking. I know--funny words from the chick with the beer bong.
We really have an idea where we want to take Jill too, but no idea how to get there. That's why links like the great one Mandy sent on voice training are useful. If we could teach her to really speak like a woman, that would open up a whole lot of possibilities for her. We're going slow because we don't want to blow her mind too much, but voice training is a must.
Tomorrow, Jill is going to do another photo shoot and I know some of you must have ideas of what you'd like to see her in. Now, obviously we're looking for things we have for tomorrow night. We have one item of clothing to surprise her with, but if there is anything you'd like to see, let me know about it and we'll try and get her to model what you want. Also, if you are reading this I'd like to know you're out there so drop me a comment. Are we crazy for doing this? I think this is going to be a very memorable year for us.
We have decided to really go for it with Jill. When we made him over for all the pictures, myself and Heather were definitely in favor of making this a long term project, but Karen and Amanda thought after a good modeling session it would have run its course and we would let Jill go back to being Bill. We had so much fun with the photo shoot and watching his arrogant "I'm not going to do it" attitude crumble, that we're all on board now.
Having just read Jill's blog, I can see that Heather loaned her some shoes--they only have a 1 inch heel, but before long Jill will be prancing gracefully in three inch heels. Jill is wearing panties everyday now and we would have added pantyhose into the mix, but none of us really wear them. They're such a pain that they will be a part of Jill's everyday wardrobe before too long. Her size is wonderful. Heather's size 9 shoes fit him perfectly.
I know at least a couple of crossdressers are reading this. How do you get a guy to learn to talk like a woman? I think that's a must. Karen will teach him makeup. Heather is working on movement. I'd really like him to learn a softer more feminine manner of speaking.
Welcome to our blog. It's meant to be a companion to Welcome to State U. I am a sophomore at a midwestern universiy. My 3 best friends are Heather, Amanda, and Karen. My name is Sheila, but because of my baby sister my nickname has always been She She. I love my friends and my college is alright, but a lot of the guys here can be real jerks. We saw it last year as some of the nicest freshmen boys at orientation were spending all their time drunk and horny by the Spring. Now, we love a good party, but we expect to be treated well just the same.
This year, in the freshman class, a boy by the name of Bill stood out. He believed he was God's gift to women. He comes from money, which he thinks can buy him whatever he wants. Unfortunately, he pissed off Heather and Amanda and by extension Karen and myself too. As a prank, we convinced him there was an elaborate costume party and wouldn't take no for an answer so he showed up for beginning of the year meetings in a dress. We thought that was hysterical, but seeing it's effect on him gave us the idea that we could really make this work for us.
Bill, or as we call her Jill, will not be becoming one of those obnoxious guys I was telling you about earlier. Instead we are making it our mission that by the Spring he will look, act, talk, and even think as femininely as possible. We don't kid ourselves, he's going to fight us every step of the way. Frankly, that just kind of adds to the fun. He is a very small guy and he has a very pretty face. He is a natural for this. He can wear all our clothes, but he will be shopping for his own. He has a 27 inch waist and a 34 inch chest. His biceps are 9 inches in circumference which is smaller than all of us except Karen whose are also 9 inches. He's barely 5 foot 7 inches tall and he doesn't have a lot of body hair.
We have some big plans for him and we hope you'll follow us too. I don't know if anybody is following his blog yet, but we have made some major changes to it. If you have any suggestions on how to get the most out of Jill please comment. We're interested both in humiliating her and making her constantly more feminine so we'll take suggestions for both. I hope to convince my friends to post here as well. Thanks for reading.